Thursday, September 18, 2014

Tour: Review: Sulan by Camille Picott (ARC) (+Giveaway)

I'm super excited to be a part of this tour! The concept/blurb of this book drew me in in a snap, and I'm excited to share it with you today. I must warn you that's it's been a while since I've read it, but I still feel the same way now as I did at the time when I read the book. Enjoy!


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Episode One: The League ~ Sulan by Camille Picott
Publisher: Pixiu Press
Release Date: June 2012
Sixteen-year-old Sulan Hom can’t remember life before the Default—the day the United States government declared bankruptcy. As a math prodigy, she leads a protected life, kept safe from the hunger and crime plaguing the streets of America. She attends the corporate-sponsored Virtual High School, an academy in Vex (Virtual Experience) for gifted children.

Beyond the security of Sulan’s high-tech world, the Anti-American League wages a guerrilla war against the United States. Their leader, Imugi, is dedicated to undermining the nation’s reconstruction attempts. He attacks anything considered a national resource, including corporations, food storage facilities—and schools. When Sulan witnesses the public execution of a teenage student and the bombing of a college dorm, she panics. Her mother, a retired mercenary, refuses to teach her how to defend herself. Sulan takes matters into her own hands. With the help of her hacker best friend, Hank, Sulan acquires Touch—an illegal Vex technology that allows her to share the physical experience of her avatar. With Touch, Sulan defies her mother and trains herself to fight. When Imugi unleashes a new attack on the United States, Sulan finds herself caught in his net. Will her Vex training be enough to help her survive and escape?
"I enjoyed the book, but there's a lot that keep me from loving the book the way I had anticipated."

Disclaimer: I received a copy of the book for this tour. This did not affect my review in any way, nor am I being compensated for it.  

As I mentioned above, what really got me interested in this book was the blurb. The first thing I noticed when I read it was that the main character is Asian (or at least has an Asian name). I then found out that the author, Camille Picott, is actually a Chinese American. Yay for diversity! It really did make me very happy to see that in this book. However, I was almost a little disappointed that of course, she was the math/science prodigy. I get it in the context, and of course, there are reasons why that stereotype exists but gahh! There's more to people and society than math and science, people! As a social studies/English lover, it makes me so sad that even in this dystopian society, those subjects aren't even close to being valued.

There's a really interesting cast of characters in the book, and I really enjoyed reading about them and seeing their interactions with one another. I like Sulan's fierceness and her determination. She kicks ass! I loved Billy and Hank, both separately, together, and with their interactions with Sulan. It's fun and yet realistic. Hank's anxiety over school is especially well done, as is her relationship with Billy. And while I'm okay with Gun as a character, I am not a fan of how quickly Sulan began to rely on him. Additionally, I was pulled in so many directions regarding Gun, and I guess that's the point but because the beginning of their relationship felt weak, I feel like the reader is meant to trust Gun, and I really don't/didn't. But one of my favorite interactions/relationships (besides Hank and Sulan's) is Sulan and her mother. I just love the way they interact. It's not smooth, and they clash a lot, but you can really see both of their sides of the safety and training debate. I think it represents a mother-daughter relationship fairly accurately, considering Sulan's age and the world in which they live. My last point about characters is that I feel as if they all should have been more fallible. It often felt as if they were invincible or something, and I'm just like no!

The book is fast-paced and engaging. It was a quick read for me, though I felt a bit shaky about the world-building. There's just something that continued to feel off for me, and there was a lot I was confused about for a good portion of the book. The technology is much more advanced, but they're not always explained fully. The book's not perfect, but it's not bad either. There were a few "twists" that were extremely predictable and took away from any of the suspense (namely the reveal about who Midnight is, as well as the frog business near the end of the book). Overall, I enjoyed the book, but there's a lot that keep me from loving the book the way I had anticipated.

About the Author: 

Camille Picott is a fifth-generation Chinese American. She writes science fiction and fantasy books with Asian characters and/or Asian settings. Camille grew up reading speculative fiction stories largely devoid of Asian characters and culture. This, coupled with a passion for her heritage, is the reason she strives to bring some aspect of Eastern myth, legend, culture, and ethnicity to all of her writings. 

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Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Review: Jump! by Julia Dweck

Jump! by Julia Dweck
Publisher: Sleepy Sheep Productions
Release Date: September 1st, 2014
What’s a Jack-in-the-box without his home? Poor Jack has never jumped out of anything before, but his worn out box. Can Barker, the neighborhood dog, prove to Jack that there are many more exciting jumps outside in the great, big world? Young readers will find lots of giggles in the rhyming text and wondrous jumps that Barker and Jack discover together. The full screen art by illustrator, Brian Allen, positively leaps off the page. The author, Julia Dweck, has done a wonderful job of weaving in the subtle message that it’s important to believe in yourself and to think outside of the box in order to realize life’s wondrous possibilities.
"If I were a parent, this would definitely be a book I'd want my kids to read (and hopefully love)."

Disclaimer: I received a review copy from the author. This did not affect my review in any way, nor am I being compensated for it!

In writing this review, I realize I'm probably not the best person to be writing reviews for children's/picture books as I didn't necessarily progress the same way many of my peers did and because I'm no longer a child nor do I have children, so I'm really out of touch with what a good children's book that's the appropriate level and content would be with the exception of general ideas. In reading some of the other reviews for this book, I found others pointing out bits that never would've stuck out or seemed strange to me. But anyway! Enough blabbing for me and onto the review.

I quite enjoyed Jump! from the very start, and it just got better throughout. There's a very simple rhyme scheme, but I think that works for younger readers. At the same time, the connecting of the ideas seems to be for slightly older readers (6ish?). Seeing as Dweck is a gifted elementary school teacher however, I can definitely see how this could work for more advanced younger readers. I feel like this is a book I would have enjoyed very much in pre-K and kindergarten, though it would have been too easy for me in first grade.

I absolutely love the moral/lesson/theme in Jump! It's an important one for kids--and for everyone--to learn. The moral is very clear throughout the book, at least for me. Personally, I'm not a fan of how she ends with outright stating the moral of the book, but I read somewhere that many children's books actually do that, so I'm not sure! Either way, I did enjoy the way the moral was presented throughout the book, and I love how she uses a jack-in-a-box to show the idea of thinking outside the box!

I also love Brian Allen's illustrations, which really pop and bring the story to life. The images matched the writing extremely well, and it's the perfect complement to the wonderful story.

And I must end by noting/pointing out the activities at the end of the book. They're so fun, and they really make kids think! I can see how being a gifted elementary school teacher actually has affected and influenced the way she writes and the content she includes. The activities are a great way for kids to get involved and engaged, even if they aren't fans of reading. Props to you, Julia!

If I were a parent, this would definitely be a book I'd want my kids to read (and hopefully love).
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Monday, September 15, 2014

Tour: Review: Divinity by Michelle L. Johnson

Divinity by Michelle L. Johnson
Publisher: Spence City
Release Date: September 23rd, 2014
When Julia climbs into a flaming car to save a trapped child, she's left wondering why either of them survived. Then she learns that her father is the Archangel Gabriel, and that she is half human, half Archangel. With guidance from Michael, the most powerful Archangel, Julia sets out to discover her own history and explore her angelic powers. But her journey is cut short when an evil force, invisible to human and angel alike, tears her world apart. Now Julia must fight through her despair, harness her newfound gifts, and risk her very soul to stop the A'nwel and protect the family she never knew she had. What she doesn't know is that Archangels have secrets too.
Disclaimer: I received an copy for review from the publisher. This did not affect my review, nor am I being compensated for this review.

Divinity has such an interesting concept, and that's really what drew me in to the book in the first place. For the most part, I would say it followed through with that. While I know many exist, I haven't read many books about angels, and I don't think I've read any books with angels such as the ones in this book. I really enjoy the interactions between Julia, humans, and angels. It's a really interesting mix of ideas, lifestyles, purposes, and more. I think Julia's perspective was even more interesting as she was able to see both sides, yet she is not completely one or the other.

The world-building is fairly well-done. The concepts are distinct enough, and I fairly good sense of what was going on in both sides. I'm glad there were different picture markers to differentiate between the points of views (angels vs. Julia). While a lot of the immediate surroundings were more difficult to grasp, I think the author's point was for readers to get a sense of the world beyond the every day setting, which is why it isn't explored as much.

However, I do think that some aspects and questions took too long to be answered. Yes, some part of that is the fact that Julia isn't learning the information quickly, but I think it leaves the reader in this in-between state for quite some time, and it got really frustrating towards the middle/end. Of course, it all came together in the end, but argg! Also, I'm not really a fan of how long it took the angels to figure out the "stuff" about the A'nwel, and then, when we started to learn more, it was as if they were putting together the pieces way too quickly. It just didn't work for me because the pacing felt so off. It was slow in the beginning, and then it just seemed like Johnson was trying to make up for it by pushing most of the story/action into the last half of the book.

Similarly, while there were plenty of twists in the novel, particularly in the last half, it seemed that a lot of it had very little foundation. There wasn't a lot of foreshadowing that would lead to those twists (most of which weren't that big, but anyway).

My other problem with the angels is that since they can see above and beyond what humans can, many times, they would discuss an event that was going to occur, making it less surprising and impactful as it could be. Additionally, I was confused by the fact that they would talk to each other out loud, though they can hear one another's thoughts and can speak in that way (and much more quickly). I'm not sure if it's a matter of privacy or something (as is semi-explained), but it just seems strange to me.

Another one of my other problems with the book is that I don't think it handled Julia's past/trauma well enough. We are repeatedly told that she tried to commit suicide and that she came from an abusive adoptive family. And while there's a certain extent to which she has healed, particularly because of Alex, I feel that a year wouldn't realistically be enough. That being said, I've never been in her situation, and I can only imagine what it's like. But I feel that a trauma so great (both the suicide attempt and her past) would have much more far-reaching effects. I don't mean that these need to be the center of the story, but I feel that it should be addressed and represented. At the very least, it should come up when Julia is trying to get Charlie to leave her abusive boyfriend.

Lastly for this section (for now), the writing sometimes felt...choppy or just off to me. I can't pinpoint what it is, but a lot of the dialogue felt unnatural, and there was just something about the writing that wasn't always smooth reading for me.

At the same time, there's a lot that was done well in the book. One particular aspect was the relationships throughout the novel, as well as the exploration of what family means. Of course, the first is Alex and Julia's relationship. I love their relationship so much because it's clear they both understand and love one another. It's real, and he loves her for who she is, despite her tough past. I think part of what I love about their relationship is that it gives me hope for something similar. Then there's Julia and Charlie's friendship. I love how they meet online and have grown into such great friends. People often dismiss online friendships, but they fail to realize how special and amazing they can be. As someone who has many online friendships, it makes me happy to see this (healthily) represented. (It also makes me sad that I'm not nearly as close to my online friends as the two of them are.) Additionally, I'm really glad the book explores Julia's attempts to get Charlie out of her bad relationship and Charlie's refusal to do so. It's impactful and completely disheartening.

Of course, there's also Julia's relationship to Gabriel and to the other angels. It's a really interesting dynamic, in which the angels are humanized by Julia, yet they are still above humans in many ways. And then Julia becomes more and more aware of her angel side. They're both really interesting progressions.

Then there's the exploration of family and what it means. Julia comes to see how Alex and Isabel, Alex's mother, are her new family. She also realizes that just because someone adopts you into their family doesn't mean you have to consider them your family. She lived a horrible childhood that left her scarred, and she was adopted, never knowing her parents other than the fact that she knew her mother was supposedly crazy. But for the longest time, she always said that she doesn't have a family, and she realizes that she does. Family is more than your blood. I just love the focus on this aspect.

Overall, this book was enjoyable once I got past the slow beginning. The plot was fairly interesting and held my attention, if not because of the action but because of the deeper topics explored in the novel. But there was a lot of the book that bothered me or continue to keep me hesitant towards the book. It's not bad by any means, but I would only recommend it to a handful of people that I personally think would enjoy the book. And while that ending leaves a compelling, interesting cliffhanger, I don't know that I would read the next book.

(Thanks to Spence City for having me on the tour for Divinity!)

Monday, September 8, 2014

Review: First World Problems by Leigh Ann Kopans (ARC) (+giveaway)

First World Problems by Leigh Ann Kopans
Publisher: Self-published
Release Date: September 1st, 2014
Sofia's had a really rough year - busted for cheating at prep school, dumped - dumped! - for the first time ever, and her new non-profit working stepmother is turning out to be an uppity bitch.

She deserves to treat herself. But when she throws herself a birthday party with 20 of her closest friends in Paris and (accidentally!) maxes out her dad's credit card in the process, he’s had enough of her attitude. As punishment, he switches her planned gap year touring Europe to one doing community service work with the evil stepmother’s relief organization in Guyana.

The rural village of Dabu needs help in every area from education to getting safe drinking water. But Sofia’s more concerned about her roommate Callum, the gardening expert, who calls Sofia "Princess" and scoffs at her distaste for sweaty, muddy, iguana-eating, outhouse-using life in Guyana.

Eventually, life on the equator, her work in the village, and especially Callum - with his brooding eyes and bewitching New Zealand accent - start to grow on Sofia. Life is rough in Guyana, but it’s roughest on the girls, whose families are too poor to send only the most promising boys in school. They’re trapped in a cycle that will keep them from ever making a better life for themselves, or for the village. Worse, Callum doesn’t seem to think any of the changes Sofia envisions are actually necessary.

Determined to change the girls’ futures, she comes up with a strategy to help them and, ultimately, the village. But what starts out as a plan to convince Callum and her father that she’s fallen in love with Guyana, turns into the realization that maybe she’s falling for Callum, too. And that by changing these girls’ lives, she might also be changing her own.
"[First World Problems] reminded me of many of my own experiences, and I treasure this book for it. The romance is perfect, but it's also secondary to Sofia's character growth and development, and I find that fact really valuable."

Disclaimer: I received an eARC from the author. This did not affect my thoughts in any way, nor am I being compensated for this review.

GUYYYSSSSS. You have NO idea how excited I was to finally be able to read this lovely book! I've been eagerly awaiting this book since I finished Solving for Ex, which I thoroughly enjoyed. I even wrote a song inspired by the book! Anyway, I'm happy to say First World Problems lived up to my expectations.

Of course, I must start out by talking about Sofia. In Solving for Ex, you're meant to dislike her. For the most part, I'd say you do. But First World Problems really changes the way you view her. Of course, you start off still not liking her. She's spoiled and bratty and everything you remember from SfE. But as the story progresses, you really start to see her change. Some of it is very subtle and/or slowly developed, and some of it occurs very obviously. They both work well for the different aspects of Sofia's character. Her character arc reminds me a lot of Lainey's character arc in The Art of Lainey by Paula Stokes. That being said, of course, there were many moments when Sofia really annoyed me for one reason or another, even towards the middle/end. She's determined, but part of that also means she's incredibly stubborn. There were times when I wanted to shake her and just gahhh! Frustrating! But maybe that's the intended response; I'm not quite sure. The thing is, she really did change.

You can really see her change when she is finally able to get back home. Wow, what a difference that made. It's then that you especially see how much she's gone through and how different she is now. Yet she remains determined through everything she does, which pays off in the end. I just can't put into words you how well-done this part of the story is. It makes you start to view our world and our lifestyles in a different light. I can't even explain how impactful it is. It highlights Sofia's change in so many ways, and it's one of my favorite aspects of the story.

However, there was one aspect of her character change that I found to be really sudden. It was really the transition from her doing all the great stuff to please Callum and get a good report so she could go back home to suddenly realizing she really loves it and actually does like Callum, not just for show. The thing is, there was a part where I personally thought she had made that transition through Kopans' showing not telling. Then, it seemed like a few pages later, I was told that she was still just manipulating Callum. Then, a bit later in the book, she suddenly goes no, I actually do like this, and I'm not pretending anymore. Uhh...

Speaking of Callum, I love him, and I love how he's written as a character. Oftentimes, swoony guys are written to come off as nearly perfect. But Callum is different. He is completely flawed, and we know it. But just like Sofia, we come to see the other side of Callum. I love Callum because of good parts, but I also love Callum because he is flawed and imperfect and moody and everything, yet he's genuine, and he cares so much. And it's so real because every person you love in this world is like Sofia and Callum and all the characters in this book too: flawed, yet loved. And I can't tell you how powerful that message is. While it certainly exists in most books, for some reason, it really stuck out to me in this book. Maybe it's because of how stripped down the book is. When you take away all these prized possessions and are left with the bare basics, if that, you really view everything differently. You get to see who a person is when they have nothing to hide behind.

And Callum's relationship with Sofia is beautiful in the way it evolves throughout the story. It's so far from perfect, but I liked how it was slow-burning in the best way possible. They start off at great odds and for good reason. But their evolving relationship also serves to highlight the character development both of them go through. It's obvious they'll end up together, and it'll be happily ever after for them in the end, but it progresses at just the right pace, changing at the right moments as they correlate with the character's arc up to that point. (Also, can we talk about how interesting it is to learn about Sofia's thoughts on her past relationships?!)

I also really enjoyed the other characters in the story: Lena, Arielle, Anne, Riya, etc. Vincent serves as a nice reminder of who Sofia used to be, but it's also really nice to get a small glimpse into their side of the Solving for Ex story. It's a great way to tie the two together, though they're very different stories. In a similar way that Callum and Sofia's changing relationship shows how they're both changing, her relationship with Anne, her stepmother, also highlights Sofia's change throughout the book. 

Arielle and Lena are interesting characters to say the least. It was interesting to see their interactions with both one another and with Sofia on a separate basis. Particularly at the beginning, it really went to highlight how foreign the situation and environment is to Sofia. So I don't really agree with how they react to some of her actions, but overall, I liked what they added to the story. The plot arc and interactions between Arielle and Lena were interesting, but I'm not sure why it didn't occur before. I mean, I get it, but it felt like they'd been in Guyana for a while, so I'm not quite sure what exactly brought about what happened between the two of them. Just something to think about...

And of course I have to mention Riya and the other girls, especially in terms of how they influence the story. It's really through this storyline that we see Sofia's transformation. She's completely dedicated to her/their project, and I think it's really great that Sofia's really trying to help them. I do have some qualms about it, but that's my interested-in-international-development part showing. I don't know...I do think what she's trying to do is great and beyond amazing, but at the same time, I wonder how it works into their culture and society. The Guyanese people don't seem to particularly want to be influenced by Western society and culture, and I'd be interested to see how the project will affect them in the future. Because yes, it's amazing for the girls. It's empowering and educational and it allows them to use their skills to help themselves and their families, but there's always more to an issue than that. (As you can tell, I'm really interested in this kind of stuff. Hence why I want to study International Relations/International Development.)

Which somehow brings me to one of my last points. This book has a special place in my heart because it reminds me of one of my own experiences. Three summers ago (summer 2012), I visited Brazil so I could see my family. But I also went to volunteer. It turns out, just a few minutes/blocks away from one of my uncles' apartments is one section of one the biggest favelas in Sao Paulo, Brazil. And so, I spent one of the two months I was in Brazil teaching English to kids and teens in a church-run center. I can't tell you how much that experience changed the way I view the world. Have I given up my unnecessary possessions? No. But it really did change how I view myself in the world. It's an experience I will never forget. The teens I taught showed me so much love, and they really showed me that some things span across language barriers because in the end, at the heart of everything, we're all human, and we always find ways to communicate. It was beautiful, and it was also so heartbreaking to see the conditions under which they were living. A handful of the students have such potential, and it still breaks my heart to know that the world will likely never see that potential because they're poor and don't have the means. Unlike Sofia, I didn't have to live in the conditions they were living in, but even knowing it was like a bullet in my heart. I wasn't able to help them as much as Sofia was able to help Riya and the villagers in Guyana, but I hope I inspired someone to continue their education. I hope I inspired someone to learn. I hope I inspired someone to continue to study English. I admire Sofia's courage and determination to set up the project for the girls in Guyana because I wish I could've done something to help the people I met in that favela more than teaching them the bare bones of English in one month. And so I greatly connected to Sofia's story and her experiences.

(On a separate note: A few months after I got back home and got back to school, I learned that a large portion of the favela had been burned down. I also learned that the government was planning to get rid of the homes the residents had made, kicking out all the residents and leaving them to figure out what to do. Part of that included knocking down the center I had volunteered at. The government is planning to build a new Metro stop there for the Olympics (and at that time, supposedly the World Cup). The last I heard, most of the homes were knocked down, but the center hasn't been knocked down yet. More recently, I learned that one of the girls I taught gave birth to a baby boy. She's younger than I am. I can't necessarily say I'm surprised, but it's one of the issues facing residents in favelas. I do wish her happiness, but I can only imagine how different her life would be if she had been born into a different life.)

My only other qualm that I want to address really quickly is there are a couple of inconsistencies in the book, if I recall correctly. None of it is major, which is why I'm making this short and to the point. The one that stuck out to me the most was how Sofia started off being afraid of heights (when faced with the hammock). Then, later in the story, she claimed to love, or at the very least not be afraid of, heights. But again, it's just something small.

I really enjoyed this book, and I really hope a bunch of people will check out the book and love it too. It reminded me of many of my own experiences, and I treasure this book for it. The romance is perfect, but it's also secondary to Sofia's character growth and development, and I find that fact really valuable. Her growth is what really makes this book shine. It's thought-provoking, at least for me, and I hope to book push this when possible. Please check it out, especially if you read and enjoyed Solving for Ex but also if you haven't or didn't. This is a very different story in the best way possible.
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Saturday, September 6, 2014

Review: Shake It Off by Taylor Swift

Shake It Off by Taylor Swift
Label: Big Machine Records
Release Date: August 18th, 2014

WOAH! STOP THE PRESSES! New Taylor Swift single and the announcement of her new album, 1989. (I started this review the day all of this was announced, so this is slightly outdated now. ;)) Anyway, given that I have many, many, many thoughts about Shake It Off and T. Swift's new musical direction, I figured I would write a review for the song.

I'm gonna be honest; it's not my favorite. I love Taylor, but I'm also not the biggest fan of her musical shift. I was hesitant about the Red album at first, but then when I figured out that most of the songs weren't like the pop singles she was putting out, I felt a lot better. In fact, I now love Red (though Speak Now is still my favorite album) because she really matured both lyrically and for the most part vocally. She had a different sound, but for the most part, it was mature. That's not to say her other works aren't because for the most part, they are. But she really grew up a lot in Red. I don't mind her new shift and her new sound but some of my favorite songs are the ones that sound most like her older music. Yes, there are plenty of the new ones with a different sound that I like, but in Red, for example, Treacherous and All Too Well were among my favorites.

Which brings me to Shake It Off. Lyrically, it's okay. I like the feel-good, positive-ness of it. I love the message of the song. It's very simplistic in comparison to some of the other songs she's written, but it's not horrible. But it sounds like most pop songs (that's not necessarily bad. It just doesn't particularly stick out). It's still pretty "Taylor," but it also feels and sounds like there's just something missing. The melody doesn't particularly stick in my mind, and I've had a hard time remembering it at times. Also, the "hella"? I cringe...

The video also isn't my favorite, but it's not horrible. The twerking made me look away. I get that it's sort of a parody but ugh no. Also, as a dancer, I cringed a lot, but I guess that's what the song is about. That's it's okay to be the one people cringe about. Just be yourself and shake it off!

Overall, Shake It Off is okay. It's far from Taylor's best, but it's not the worst song I've heard. I'm interested in seeing the direction her music is taking, but I'm hoping 1989 isn't just filled with Shake It Off-esque songs. I know she's full pop now, but I'm hoping she'll still keep SOME elements. I suppose all I can do now is wait and see. I WILL still be pre-ordering the album though! :D

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Thursday, September 4, 2014

Mini Review: Above the Dreamless Dead

Above the Dreamless Dead: World War I in Poetry and Comics edited by Chris Duffy
Publisher: First Second Books
Release Date: July 15th, 2014
As the Great War dragged on and its catastrophic death toll mounted, a new artistic movement found its feet in the United Kingdom. The Trench Poets, as they came to be called, were soldier-poets dispatching their verse from the front lines. Known for its rejection of war as a romantic or noble enterprise, and its plainspoken condemnation of the senseless bloodshed of war, Trench Poetry soon became one of the most significant literary moments of its decade.

The marriage of poetry and comics is a deeply fruitful combination, as evidenced by this collection. In stark black and white, the words of the Trench Poets find dramatic expression and reinterpretation through the minds and pens of some of the greatest cartoonists working today.
"If there's one word I could use to describe the book, it would be poignant."

Disclaimer: I received an advanced copy of this book from the publisher. This did not affect my review or thoughts in any way, nor am I being compensated for this review.

Wow. Just wow. I read this back in July, but I still can't forget about the book. If there's one word I could use to describe the book, it would be poignant. Both World Wars were obviously incredibly devastating, but you get a first hand look at what it was like for the soldiers through the trench poetry. There were definitely some poems I loved more than others. I generally like poetry with "pretty" writing more, so some of the poems in this book weren't for me. Overall, however, I really liked the mix of experiences and poems found within the book. Some were very difficult to decipher, but I really enjoyed reading most of these.

I had to take this slower than most of the other First Second books I've read. It's very hard to process the poems because of how much of the weight you feel from the soldiers. You feel what they're feeling, and it's a lot to take in. At first, I had hard time really getting into the book, but I really enjoyed the later half of the book.

The artwork varies because they're all different artists. Some of it is very gory, and some can be triggering. Some are beautiful, some are comical. There were definitely a few poems+comic combos that made me cringe, and those are the ones I wouldn't read again. Overall, however, the book is moving and impactful. After finishing, you're left needing a moment of silence and contemplation just to soak it all in. It's harrowing and poignant, but it's also so important for people to read about the experiences of these soldiers that endured and suffered so much.
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Tuesday, September 2, 2014

A Month in Review: Summer 2014 Edition

Oh man, guys. I'm still out of the whole blogging thing, but hopefully, now that school is starting, I'll be getting back into the flow. Doesn't necessarily correlate, but let's see! Anyway, I'm super sorry for not actually being around all to much this summer. I'm a senior in HS now, so it's a pretty crazy time, and I've been super busy. But alas, I apologize!

Since I missed July's Month in Review, I'm just making a big summer edition, given there's not much anyway (*cringe*)

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1) Whew! What a summer it's been. I interned, tutored, danced, volunteered, visited colleges, and so much move. Ack!
2) Finally finished my summer reading. was torture
3) Saw Newsies on Broadway and fell in love!
4) Took a master (ballet) class with a former student of my dance studio. It was awesome!
5) Visited a lot of colleges...let's not even count.
6) Got my learner's permit and drove for the first time!
7) I don't remember...this summer has simultaneously long and short....Why am I back to school already?

Friday, August 29, 2014

Inspired: Of Dreams: The Last Flock by Sonia Fuderer (sort of)

Inspired: A Summer of Songs showcases song lyrics written by myself and other bloggers. The lyrics and themes were inspired by books. The author of the books have provided their thoughts on the lyrics and how it fits their books; in the case that an author could not participate, a fellow blogger took up the responsibility. I highly encourage you to comment either on the lyrics, on the books, on the event in general, or on anything of a similar note.

I have to start off by explaining the (sort of) aspect to today's song, which is the final song of the event. The truth is, it wasn't actually inspired by The Last Flock or by any book in fact. Of Dreams is the culmination of years worth of dance classes and years worth of effort trying to capture my love for the art and the sport in one song. It's no where near perfect, and I'm still working on it. I've been having trouble with them being too cheesy, but this one seems to move away from that a bit. It doesn't capture every single aspect or every part of my experience. It doesn't capture the full range of experiences different dancers with different dreams and hopes and goals have. But it's a little insight into mine. Of course some of it is exaggerated or is taken from the point of view of a dancer with much greater ability than me. But this song is what I've been working towards for the past few years in many senses of that phrase. I believe that you can feel someone's passion about something they love when they write about it or talk about it, no matter what they say or how they say it. I hope that is what comes across at the center of this song. I literally cry thinking about my love of dance. I will never be a super amazing dancer. I will likely never dance professionally. But dance has given me so much, and I love it with my whole heart despite all the aches and pains and hardships and the times I feel like I can't ever be good enough. 

So I really had to include this song, and it's also why I included it last. Now, my friend (and more!) Sonia Fuderer is someone I've really connected with fairly recently. I think it started with dance and has grown to books, life, and of course our discussions and love for dance have continued. Her book, The Last Flock, which hasn't been acquired by a publishing company yet (but really should be!), features a main character that is a dancer. Now, the book and series isn't centered on this fact, but it plays a large part in the story and for the character. With the idea in mind of wanting to include this song in the event, I knew right away that I wanted Sonia to read the song (I had actually already sent it to her), react to it, and be a part of this event. I have plenty of other dance friends and I know of fellow bloggers that dance/love dance, but my relationship with Sonia is so different and so awesome that I didn't have a second thought about asking her. 

So the song isn't based on The Last Flock, but it connects to the story because the main character, Reese, can relate to it. Sonia's response is a mix of a reaction to it based on her story and character but also based on her experience as a dancer. I really hope you like this one. And selfishly, I hope this is the one you read, if none of the others (BUT PLEASE check out the songs written by Isabel and Nova because they're awesome and so are their songs. PLEASE GO CHECK THOSE OUT AND GIVE THEM THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. THANKS!)

The Song:

Of Dreams
Watch the sweat drown out
All the tears you once cried.
Feel the heat of the light
As it splashes down around you.
And suddenly it’s just you, alone,
Breathing in the beauty of
The moment of silence before
The music starts to play.

As the music lifts you up,
As you smile out to the crowd,
Everything else falls away.
All the dried up tears after
All these years have finally brought you here.
And you leap so high,
Like you’d touch the sky,
And nothing could stop you then.
It’s the feeling of life,
Of hope, of freedom, of dreams.
And it all finally belongs to you too.

Hear a roar break out
When you fly off stage.
Touch the moment, touch
The glory of the night.
And suddenly a crowd gathers ‘round
As you stand there by yourself.
It’s the moment of pure happiness
Before it all starts again.

But it’s all worth it when…
The music lifts you up
As you smile out to the crowd,
And everything else fades away.
All the dried up tears after
All these years are what brought you’re here.
And you leap so high,
Like you’d touch the sky,
And nothing could stop you then.
It’s the feeling of life,
Of hope, of freedom, of dreams.
And it all finally belongs to you.

Flip back through the memories,
Remember all it to took to get here.
Smile at the good times,
Cry at the bad.
Remember all the road bumps
And all the fears, but also
Remember all the feelings and
All of the happiness within.

It’s all worth it when…
The music lifts you up
As you smile out to the crowd,
And everything else fades away.
All the dried up tears after
All these years are what brought you’re here.
And you leap so high,
Like you’d touch the sky,
And nothing could stop you then.
It’s the feeling of life,
Of hope, of freedom, of dreams.
And it all finally belongs to you.

And it finally belongs to you too.

The Reaction:
This song you wrote, Of Dreams, brings back so many fond memories of my years of dance. I connected deeply with the line about feeling the warmth of the light surrounding you as, even after many years since dance, I can still feel those bright lights of the stage shining and warming my skin where it touches me. You’re in a moment of suspended silence as adrenaline flows through your body and you anticipate the beginning notes of your song. There’s always an amazing sense of completion as each year of dance ends; you practice for a year to perform a three minute dance, and the lead up to the big day is a whirlwind. If you’re lucky, you can slow your mind down on the big day, and feel the emotions that you so beautifully captured in this song.

My main character, Reese, is a dancer, and in The Last Flock, after being sealed in a biological fallout shelter for a year, she begins teaching dance to the younger girls to help pass the time. Near the end of the book, as they’re getting close to the release date, Reese arranges a dance recital for her students, and after I read these lyrics my mind immediately flashed to that scene in the book. No one knows what happened above or if anyone else survived the attack. They have been living cut off from the rest of the world and both tension and doubt are beginning to bloom in the shelter. The purpose and goal of dance in my story is to give Reese and the children a release. Despite the intense circumstances, Reese and her little dancers will feel a few moments of freedom when they get to perform their dance. Your lyrics sum it up best…

It’s all worth it when…
The music lifts you up
As you smile out to the crowd,
And everything else fades away.
All the dried up tears after
All these years are what brought you’re here.
And you leap so high,
Like you’d touch the sky,
And nothing could stop you then.
It’s the feeling of life,
Of hope, of freedom, of dreams.
And it all finally belongs to you.

The Book:
Seventeen-year-old Reese survived cancer as a child, but when a biological terrorist attack is unleashed on America, she finds herself fighting for her life again - spending what should've been her senior year of high school sealed in a shelter below the Rocky Mountains. Her broken family struggles to adjust to this new life, one without her missing older brother, and the only bright spots are the friendships that form below. Even falling in love with fellow shelter-dweller Lucas comes at a price - reconciling with the awful reality that everyone she left above, including her boyfriend, has perished.

Making matters worse, Reese begins to suspect Joshua, the inspirational and charismatic founder of the shelter, has not gathered their group below entirely by chance. As fear and doubt bloom in the community, Reese embarks on a mission to discover what secrets Joshua is hiding. What she uncovers is unimaginable: the greatest threat may not be in the outside world at all, but instead sealed in the shelter with them. With uncertainty breaking bonds, Reese must decide what to do with the information she has uncovered, and most crucially, who to trust.
Sonia Fuderer, The Author:

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Tour: Review: Feuds by Avery Hastings (ARC)

 I'm so excited to be a part of this blog tour, and I'm so honored that I/Fly to Fiction was invited to be a part of this. Thank you to Paper Lantern Lit for the tour!

Feuds by Avery Hastings
Publisher: St. Martin's Griffin
Release Date: September 2nd, 2014
For Davis Morrow, perfection is a daily reality. Like all Priors, Davis has spent her whole life primed to be smarter, stronger, and more graceful than the lowly Imperfects, or “Imps.” A fiercely ambitious ballerina, Davis is only a few weeks away from qualifying for the Olympiads and finally living up to her mother’s legacy when she meets Cole, a mysterious boy who leaves her with more questions each time he disappears.

Davis has no idea that Cole has his own agenda, or that he’s a rising star in the FEUDS, an underground fighting ring where Priors gamble on Imps. Cole has every reason to hate Davis—her father’s campaign hinges on the total segregation of the Imps and Priors—but despite his best efforts, Cole finds himself as drawn to Davis as she is to him.

Then Narxis, a deadly virus, takes its hold--and Davis’s friends start dying. When the Priors refuse to acknowledge the epidemic, Davis has no one to turn to but Cole. Falling in love was never part of their plan, but their love may be the only thing that can save her Avery Hastings's Feuds.
"The debate and experiences of integration and segregation are so complex and well-explored in the book."

"There's a really in-depth look at the gritty world of politics."

"The book honestly fell short of my expectations on the ballet front"

"Davis and Cole's almost insta-obsession with one another is just too much, too awkward, and way to quick for my taste."

"The story starts off slow, but roughly 2/3 of the way through, it starts to pick up because that's when the book becomes littered with plot twists"

Disclaimer: I received an eARC on NetGalley. This did not affect my review in any way, nor am I being compensated for this post/review.

I'm not entirely sure what I was expecting when I requested and began reading Feuds. Really, what drew me in was the cover and the fact that Davis, the main character, is a ballerina. If you know me at all, you know I'm a sucker for stories related in any way to ballet/dance. So anyway, that led me to this book. I have so many thoughts about the book, but in my mind, none of these thoughts are particularly organized. Hopefully my review will be much less chaotic than it is in my mind.

The book honestly fell short of my expectations on the ballet front. Yes, Davis is a ballerina, but it was only brought out in pieces here and there. When she wasn't in the studio or warming up or dancing, I hardly felt the dancer in her shine through. Now, for most people, that might not be noticeable, but as a passionate dancer (much as Davis claims to be), me being a dancer and more specifically, a ballet dancer, shapes the way I view the world, and it's much more prominent in my life. And I don't even dance as well or as much as Davis does. I feel like her love for the art/sport is told to us, not so much shown. I'm conflicted about whether or not she truly dances because she loves it. Parts such as the beginning of Chapter 13 make me think that she does love dance and that she does get it. But other times, it feels like she dances simply because of her mom and/or to please her father.

But moving on, there is a whole lot of 'telling,' in my opinion. Even for my taste! This also somewhat lends itself to the world building. I was somewhat confused by the setting. I could eventually piece together parts of the dystopia and could sort of figure out what things were, but it was all in completely scattered pieces that left me confused for a large portion. I'm still not entirely clear on how much more technologically advanced they are or about the history of the segregation. It took me so long to figure out terms being thrown around such as Imps, Gens, Priors, and PAs. I still only have a hint of what Narxis actually is and does. I have no idea how Priors get infected or how it spreads. I have no idea how it started or how exactly the whole genetics thing works. In terms of PAs, I'm not entirely sure what happens if you don't qualify or its entire purpose. Is there a national government? How that fit in? The entire America can't just be Columbus, can it? What about the international community? How would it play into all of the events in the book? Maybe I'm the only one with all these questions and confusions but gahh! Many of these don't get cleared up, so it was hard to get through.

Next, the characters are frustrating too. Davis and Cole's almost insta-obsession with one another is just too much, too awkward, and way to quick for my taste. Even by the end, I feel like neither of them really knew much about the other. It seemed that they were mostly just physically attracted to one another at the beginning, fueling the rest of their romance. Don't get me wrong, there are some really great scenes and some pretty swoony moments, but it just didn't work for me. (On a separate note, this is one of those multiple POV books that I actually don't mind. It worked for me!) While I think both Cole and Davis' POVs are very in depth, I felt like a lot of Cole's story was missing, even in the sections that were told from his view. But beyond the two main characters, I personally thought that a lot of the characters and character relationships weren't well-established in the book. I often had to sit and think for a moment to figure out a character's connection to another.

My last negative issue with the book was that the ending was so abrupt. I was not expecting it, and I just went, "Wait...that's it? Is there more? What?"

Speaking of the ending, however, the book progressively got better, though it introduces so much information at the end but almost right before the end of the book, making it hard for the plot twists to fully form. But the plot twists! The story starts off slow, but roughly 2/3 of the way through, it starts to pick up because that's when the book becomes littered with plot twists, some more obvious and some completely out of nowhere (in that I was completely taken by surprise).

Despite the drawbacks, one of the strongest aspects of the book was one of the central themes of the book. The debate and experiences of integration and segregation are so complex and well-explored in the book. Do I think Davis' perception has changed? Not much in terms of viewing the Imps better but definitely a lot in taking the Priors off of their pedestals. Yet, I think Davis' confusion and thoughts and opinions on the subject greatly reflect many of those in the real world. It really parallels the civil rights movement. It's really striking and well-written, and it's one of my favorite aspects of the book. It's explored from all different angles. Similarly, the theme and exploration of corruption, particularly political corruption, was really well done, particularly with Parson's dealings and his manipulation of Cole. Just, wow! There's a really in-depth look at the gritty world of politics. (It also reminds me of why I don't plan to ever get into politics and reminds me of why I hate politics so much.) On a similar note, there's a really great look into the lives and challenges of those in the public spotlight, such as the families of politicians. While these positives may seem small in comparison to the negatives above, these really span the entire book and were what me give it a more middle-grounded rating. These strengths show Hastings' strength in writing overarching themes and ideas, and that made me enjoy the book much more than I would have otherwise.

About the Author:

Avery Hastings is an author and former book editor from New York City. Avery grew up in Ohio, graduated in 2006 from the University of Notre Dame and earned her MFA from the New School in 2008. When she's not reading or writing, Avery can usually be spotted lying around in the park with her affable dog. Like her protagonists, she knows how to throw a powerful right hook and once dreamed of becoming a ballerina. In addition to New York, Avery has recently lived in Mumbai and Paris, but is happy to call Brooklyn home (for now).

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Inspired: Come Home: Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry

Inspired: A Summer of Songs showcases song lyrics written by myself and other bloggers. The lyrics and themes were inspired by books. The author of the books have provided their thoughts on the lyrics and how it fits their books; in the case that an author could not participate, a fellow blogger took up the responsibility. I highly encourage you to comment either on the lyrics, on the books, on the event in general, or on anything of a similar note.

As I mentioned yesterday, there were two bloggers that gladly joined in and participated in this event. The second blogger is my other good friend Isabel @ Tween 2 Teen Book Reviews. Unlike Nova, Isabel is a bit newer to lyric-writing, but she did a fabulous job! I actually haven't read Pushing the Limits (*gasp* I know!) (okay, I also haven't read The Program yet...), but I was so excited that Isabel jumped aboard. I couldn't get Katie to join in and send in her reaction, but I knew that Kayla @ A Wonderland of Reading LOVES Katie's books. So of course, I just had to ask Kayla to jump aboard and write a reaction to Isabel's song. She gratefully accepted, so I'm happy to say that I have two of my great blogging friends on today's post!

The Song (by Isabel):

Come Home
Hey you, with your head to the ground
Hey you, looking the other way
Hey you, who won’t look me in the eye
Hey you, don’t you have something to say

Hey you, hiding behind a smile
Hey you, locked up inside yourself
Hey you, what you got to hide?
Hey you, hey it’s gonna be alright

Cause everyone is fighting
An uphill battle war
And some may not be winning
Most don’t know where to start
When everyone is fighting
And no one’s by your side
Well it all my seem so useless
But come on, come home tonight

I know you’re tired, I know you’re scared
But what are you waiting for?
Trust me, we’ve all been there
But you don’t need to hide no more

So take a moment, stop and stare
For what’s on the other side
You won’t believe it’s always been there
But come on, you just gotta see the sunlight

Cause everyone is fighting
An uphill battle war
And some may not be winning
Most don’t know where to start
When everyone is fighting
And no one’s by your side
Well it all my seem so useless
But come on, come home tonight

Come home
You are not alone
Even though the dark is threatening
You can always find the light

Just cause everyone is fighting
Doesn’t mean you’ve lost the war
And though you may not be winning
You just gotta look in your heart
Despite everyone fighting
I am always by your side
And if it ever seems useless
Just come on, come home tonight

The Reaction (by Kayla):
I can totally picture this as a slow acoustic song. While it can easily be targeted towards Noah and Echo, I mainly see it towards Echo and it really captures what she's going through and what she thinks. While I can't see Noah ever actually doing it, it's almost like this is Noah singing to Echo about how he wants to help her, be the answers to her troubles, and how he wants her to come to him so he can make everything alright for her. 

Picturing this song in my head, it just really got to me because it so greatly captures a lot of what goes on in Pushing the Limits. And Pushing the Limits being the amazing book that is one of my all time favorites, this really hit me in the feels! Come Home is a perfect song for Echo, Noah, and Pushing the Limits!

The Book:
Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry
Publisher: Harlequin Teen
Release Date: July 31st, 2012
No one knows what happened the night Echo Emerson went from popular girl with jock boyfriend to gossiped-about outsider with "freaky" scars on her arms. Even Echo can't remember the whole truth of that horrible night. All she knows is that she wants everything to go back to normal.

But when Noah Hutchins, the smoking-hot, girl-using loner in the black leather jacket, explodes into her life with his tough attitude and surprising understanding, Echo's world shifts in ways she could never have imagined. They should have nothing in common. And with the secrets they both keep, being together is pretty much impossible.

Yet the crazy attraction between them refuses to go away. And Echo has to ask herself just how far they can push the limits and what she'll risk for the one guy who might teach her how to love again.

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